My 21March 2014

Terima kasih ya Allah kerna diberi peluang utk hidup sampai sekarang...
Mungkin dosa ku byk,diberi peluang oleh Mu utk bertaubat...

1. 21 Mac : Ya mmg tarikh lahir aku...
2. Terima Kasih tak terhingga kpd semua yg "wish birthday" & doa...
3. Melalui TL & Inbox Facebook,Whatsapp,WeChat,BBM,&SMS...
4. Kebiasaan "birthday boy/girl" yg dirai,tp lupakah kita sepatut nya ada insan-insan lain yg lbh berhak...
5.Dua insan itu,Mak & Abah...
6. Pada usia 30thn slps 9bln mengandungi aku,bersusah payah habis lelah & keringat....
7. Dan di usia 37thn Abah kesana kemari menjaga mak dan aku dlm kandungan...
8. Tak lupa Yeop & Nyah,yg baru memasuki darjah 1 & 6thn tp masih mak & abah masih mampu menjaga...
9.Lalu, dia awl pagi 21 Mac 1986 aku dilahirkan...
10. Nama Syafiq & Fahmi dlm pilihan...tapi Syafiq jd pilihan mungkin kerna definasi nya bermakna,Penyayang...
11. Mereka yg lbh berhak dirai kan & aku patut rai kan mereka...
12. Tarikh lahir kita sebenarnya peringatan kesusahan kesakitan keprihatinan Mak,Abah,Yeop & Nyah dlm konteks aku...
13. Terima kasih Mak,Abah,Yeop & Nyah...sbb tanpa Mak & Abah aku xmungkin disini,tanpa Yeop & Nyah yg menjaga aku ketika kecil aku xmungkin seadanya aku sekarang...
14. Tidak terhenti disitu,sampai sekarang mereka masih menjaga aku...
15. Budi yg xkan mampu aku bayar sampai bila-bila...
16. Beri aku sedikit masa lagi,inshaaAllah akan aku curahkan khidmat ku yg x seberapa pd Mak Abah Yeop & Nyah...
17. Doakan kejayaan apit dunia & akhirat...Doakan apit jd anak yg soleh...
18. Ya Allah pjg kan umur aku utk aku membalas budi mereka,berjasa pd mereka,berkhidmat utk mereka,menjadi kebanggaan mereka...walaupun x seberapa dibandingkan yg apa yg mereka curahkan pd aku...

Halimahtun Saadiah
Zainal Akmar
Mohammad Zaihasrul Nizam
Zaihasratul Shima

Thank you so so so much!
And I love all you guys forever till jannah,inshaaAllah...

P/s The best part of this time around is,when Opah & Mak Abah talking about me getting marry after finish my study :P
Hahaha nnt nnt la cerita ok ;)

Sayang Ayah,Abah,Adik Lelaki & Suami...Tp

Kata syg ayah/abah/papa/walid...
Kata syg abang/along/angah/yeop...
kata syg adik laki/boboi/dik ngah/dik cu...
Kata syg suami/hubby/darling/abi...

tp solat x jaga,lagak mcm bkn muslim...
tp aurat x jaga,dedah sini sana tnjuk kt bkn muhrim...
tp perilaku x jaga,peluk sini sana dgn bkn muhrim..

Hmmm,xpa lah,biaq lah,g mampus lah kt aku nk bt apa pun..
Hg kalut pasaipa,hg sibuk hal org pasaipa,nnt aku yg tnggung SORANG...
Tp dia xtau,yg tanggung bkn dia SORANG...

Dia seret Ayah/Abah/Papa/Walid...
Dia seret Abang/Along/Angah/Yeop...
Dia seret Adik Lelaki/Boboi/Adik Ngah/Adik Cu...
Dia seret Suami/Hubby/Darling/Abi...

Dok elok depa-depa tu dh selangkah nk msk SYURGA,selangkah lg xlepaih...
Sbb apa?
Sbb ampa xjaga SOLAT,AURAT,&PERILAKU...
Wallahualam ~

#SayangAyahAbangAdikLelakiSuami kan? Jom ber"Hijrah,msih belum terlambat :)
#KalauDepaDahTakdak dh,cepat-cepat berubah,kesian kt arwah-arwah (alfatihah)
#ItsASelf-reminder although i'm a man,not woman...

i am sory for being rude...

i'm sorry for being rude..

because...
 i didn't look at you when you're talking most of the time...

because...
i didn't talking much with you when we're nearby...

because...
i didn't pay attention to much although you're just infront me..,




 i'm willing to be that "rude" person...

because...


again i repeat,i dont want you to gain sins as you and i be a sinners...
although you know and i know how much i tressure and craving to look for

your smile,that shine as the sun arise in the morning...
your smile,that sparkling as the star decorating the sky in midnight...
 your smile,that INSPIRED me...

 i,Mohd Zaihasrul Syafiq "terinspirasi dek senyuman-mu"

A replied . . .

" Research Admissions	May 23

Dear Syafiq,

Unfortunately, due to recent changes made by the UK Border Agency in the requirements for obtaining a student visa, we can only exempt you from IELTS or TOEFL if you obtained your prior Masters degree within two years of your PhD programme start date from one of the following countries:
Antigua and Barbuda,Australia,The Bahamas,Barbados,Belize,Canada,Dominica,Grenada,Guyana,Jamaica,New Zealand,St Kitts and Nevis,St Lucia,St Vincent and the Grenadines,Trinidad and Tobago,the UK,the USA.

We would not be able to accept degrees from any other countries as proof of English language (even if you were actually taught in English). I must emphasise that this is due to UKBA visa regulations, not DUBS admissions.

Kind regards,

Rob

Doctoral Programmes Assistant"

Again,ielts is compulsory for universities in UK...but this time because its regulated by UKBA for visa...

Hahahaa..i knew this will come,but just try my luck in case i'm lucky =P but surely i am not as always =P

It coming out of nowhere suddenly i compose an email to this uni's asking whether i can get exemption for ielts,but i think maybe because of this uni's ranking quite high in UK plus the UKBA visa regulation,there's no way i can get that exemption,like it or not 

I NEED IELTS FOR REQUIREMENT ENTRY

thats all,can't wait to finish my MBA & so looking forward to further at UK,inshaaAllah if i've been given this rare opportunity...

Ph.D by research wait for me,i think i can bare another 3 years of study & to finish it in time...inshaaAllah =)

- Dr. M.Z. Syafiq wannabe - 

#Siapa-siapa nk join,meh la kita study kt UK sama-sama >,<

#Kalau xda geng,nmpk gaya nya kena bwk "peneman" sama la jwb nya =P

I wish i...but...

I wish i could stay long just now...

I wish i could talk to you for long just now..

I wish i could see that sweet smile for long just now...

hmmm...

but i couldn't stay long,i couldn't talk longer,i couldn't see that sweet smile long...

because if i did...

you will earn sins & i will be the sinner...

because if i did...

i saw something i shouldn't have seen...

'coz i don't want you to get sin & become a sinner...

- Ryu Watanabe -

#i'm sorry for being so frank,& didn't mean to hurt you 'coz you look absolutely stunning with hijab & sweetest smile on your face yet i don't right to ask to do so

kerna... Aku terinspirasi dek senyuman mu yang manis...

Aku memandang bukan kerna nafsu,takut terlebih kelip langsung maksiat mata harus ku tanggung...

Aku memandang bukan kerna galak,takut disalah tafsir di usir sebagai pendosa yang tidak bermoral...

Aku memandang bukan kerna tersihir,takut menuduh menfitnah terhukum lebih dari si pembunuh...

tapi...

Aku memandang dek kerna suka,terpesona dengan keindahan ciptaan tuhan...

Aku memandang dek kerna  redup,tenang dengan kecantikan ciptaan Ilahi...

Aku memandang dek kerna terpukau,terkesima dengan kesempurnaan ciptaan Allah...

Ya,aku tahu kecantikan x kekal lama tewas dikala masa berlalu pergi...

Ya,aku tahu keindahan x kekal lama pudar di senja hari...

Ya,aku tahu kesempurnaan bukan hak milik kita...

lalu...

Aku memuji bukan sekadar menanam tebu dibibir...

Aku memuji bukan mengharapankan balasan dari mu...

Aku memuji bukan seperti si penghibur mengalunkan lagu cinta...

Aku memuji ikhlas dari sudut hati kudus ku ini...

Aku memuji mendefinasikan monolog terlintas di fikiran...

Izinkan aku terus memandang,

tapi ku binakan bentang setinggi tembok besar China kerna ku tahu batas-batas nya...

Izinkan aku terus memuji,

tapi tidak atas dasar nafsu,tidak melambung sehingga kamu lupa diri...

kerna...

Aku terinspirasi dek senyuman mu yang manis...

- Ryu Watanabe-  

I am proud UiTM's Product

Assalamualaikum wbt,

1. Hmmm...agk lama aku x nge-update bloggy ni,tetiba teringin nk update =)
2. As for this entry,"An Autobiographical Essay <700 words for Postgraduate Admission =,=" i need to do an essay for my master application. Tersangat lah malas sbb dh lama x mengarang-ngarang ni,plus <700 words aduyai
3.Actually its a 2nd intake for UiTM Postgraduate March Intake, and im applied for coursework o Kerja Kursus bak kata Banker kt BSN aritu,dia ckp kt sini pnggil "Kerja Kursus" =,=" i was like,opssy dossy...Sorry la kak,sy tersebut Coursework,bkn kerja kursus...Beli no pin Rm49 + Rm 1 for commission.
4. Yang 1st intake aku "terlepas" 30 Nov 2012 ritu sbb salah maklumat dr IPSIS sendiri, aku call tny psl application utk fresh graduate ka yg abes 30 Nov 2012 tu,dia ckp bkn...Last2 9 Jan 2013 ritu kwn2 aku rmi ja dpt =,="
5. Nasib baik la bukak 2nd intake ni,alhamdulillah mungkin ada rezeki lg utk aku mohon master ni.
6. Seriously, sgt malas nk ngarang, to write about myself & my accomplishment for ordinary student like me sgt sikit la input nya nnt,hopefully later then i could manage to write as required.
7. Terpaksa lah menggunakan Uncle Google utk cri maklumat & so on,almaklum my english sgt terabur, tgk la entry ni pn dh mcm rojak apa xtau =,="
8. Luckily,after a couple of hours,i manage to get a good example & currently waiting for the "mood" to write the essay.
9. People might questioning me, why's UiTM instead of other unis,USM for example. u're already solid UiTM's Product from Diploma untill Degree,& now for Master still going for UiTM?
and my answer is easy =) coz they are currently the only one that open the application for master.
10. i had browsed the USM,UKM & others but they are not open for Master (Coursework) yet,so UiTM the only option for me to apply with.
11. the other reason is i hope to get credit transfer for this program so i can shorten my master duration,which normally will take 1 & half year (3semester). if i can get credit transfer who's know it can be end within 1 year which i'm desperately want it to be.
12. i don't mind to called "Purely UiTM's Product" in fact i'm proud over it >,< plus why not? 
13. Sry mls nk bebel-bebel dh =P until then,daaaaaaaaa wassalam =)

Diploma in Accountancy at UiTM Seri Iskandar,Perak

Degree in Biz Mgt (Marketing) at UiTM Merbok,Kedah

Master in Biz Admin at UiTM S.Alam,Selangor (Hopefully,inshaaAllah)
i am proud UiTM's Product >,<

I've been thinking about it...

Assalamualaikum,

1.Tudiaa tudiaa...
bila dh start mengarang mcm2 idea kluaq nk mengarang =P

2."Angan-Angan : Nak kembali kan title Daerah Kerian,Daerah Jelapang Padi Perak! ;)
 Walaupun byk bendang semakin berluasa dijadikan taman perumahan =,="

actually this is my fb's post but im gonna label it under other name,Angan-angan >,<

3.Daerah Kerian,suatu ketika dahulu dikenali sebagai Daerah Jelapang Padi di Negeri Perak kini kian terhakis gelaran tersebut,dek kerana dirobek pengusaha-pengusaha perumahan & pemilik-pemilik bendang yg menjual.

4.Siapa yg harus dipersalahkan??!!!
No no,thats so not my style to blame people...as for me its all's responsibilities,why i say so? wait...if i start "bangau-ing" its will be something like below :

Ini semua salah....
i.Pembeli - Beli rumah sbb murah (murah ke? & dekat dgn kg diorg sbb mostly taman2 br bkk ni kt bendang & secara tidak lgsg dkt dgn kg

Ini semua salah....
ii. Pengusaha - It's a biz nature,which is profit seeking aite? Mana ada org bt biz nk rugi,kecuali dia bt Yayasan,Koperasi,Amal Jariah or wut so ever...bila diorg ni dpt peluang,so diorg grab la kan?

Ini semua salah....
iii. Pesawah - mayb depa ni ada mslah,yg tidak dpt dielakkan contoh...nk pki duit,ank nk smbung blajaq ( perghhh mcm cita dulu-dulu je) atau berlaku kecemasan mcm perlu di operate,atau padi x menjadi,atau dia berhutang merata (opss yg ni -ve,xmo xmo xmo) atau depa nk pencen xlarat dh nk bt bendang2 ni, so depa terpaksa @ dgn rela hati jual kt tanah bendang depa.

Ini semua salah....
iv. Kerajaan - Hat ni yg hot sket ni,kata la kan sbb pesawah jual tanah bendang sbb padi x jdi,so yg plg dekat kita nk relate ialah Kerajaan atau MOA (Ministry of Agriculture) depa la ni,x mai tolong kami pesawah-pesawah,padi dok tiap2 musim pakat xjadi,mcm-mcm msalah serangga la,tanah x subur la,banjir la,baja xcukup la...

5.Nampak x bila kita start "bangau-ing" (blaming others) tudiaaaa jd mcm tu...Pernah x kita walau sejenak berfikir & bermonolog,"Ini salah aku" atau ayat drama nya,"Aku yg bersalah dlm hal ini" pnh x?

6. Instead of blaming others,why not try to find solution? prevention is better than cure...atau kita boleh bekerjasama diantara satu dgn yg lain.

7. Orang ramai x tahu,kualiti bhan pertanian kita di tahan yg sgt rendah...(sry terpesong sket tp nk taip jgk)
aku penah p melawat kt RTC Gopeng,jumpa pengurus kt sana dia ada bentang psl benda ni,kalo nk dibandingkan kualiti pasar kita,dgn negara-negara lain sgt berbeda..

in term of quality,freshness,healthy...smpi satu tahap yg bhn tani yg kita beli kt psr tu blh dikategori kan sbgai kotor,2nd rate product...

8. Apabila kita mkn mknn yg "kotor",x bersih,& xsegar...akan melahirkan masyarakat yg tidak "shat" dr pelbagai segi,sbb tu kerajaan bkk RTC & UTC,tp msih ada yg "memboikot" sy xnk sebut sapa tp phm2 je la..

9.Oppsss3,ok back to topic...sy,Mohd Zaihasrul Syafiq B. Zainal Akmar terinspirasi dari Forum Perdana ketika di UiTM Merbok dahulu,dgn panel ialah Ustaz Kazim Elias,Dr Ridzuan Tee & Penyarah Kuin (xingt)
yg bertajuk,Jihad melalui pertanian (tjuk lbh kurang,aiyaaa manyak lupa ouhhh) ini mengembalikan Daerah Kerian to be specific & Malaysia as general to be Negara Pertanian yg moden in shaa Allah with His permission =P bsr sungguh cita2 noh =p

Wassalam

p/s Ramai org nmpk,pertanian ni kerja yg x nguntungkan,atau low standard,utk org2 miskin <---- ini statement culture kita,tp kt luar negara,Petani/Pesawah adalah org kaya,jutawan,sbb depa ni moden & berskala bsr...so fikir-fikirkan lah...

daaaaaaaaaaaaa ~

Errr...Another comeback entry :P

Assalamualaikum wbt,

1.Agak lama aku x post new entry,bkan ada pembaca yg menanti setiap entry aku pn kan,so i've no obligation to do so aite =P but if i did got reader waiting for my post,then i will happily keep posting new entry >,< boleh mcm tu?

2.Orang mcm aku jenis x kreatif dlm menulis memerlukan mood yg tgi mengarang sesuatu even i have so many thing to share about,tp mood menjadi penghalang, errrr sry peeps.

3.btw,happy divali to Indians in Malaysia :) even though i dont have many India friend beside Sathish who live in the sama residential,Taman Kerian =,="

4.And today's also my friends birthday Kamal,my fren since diploma at UiTM SIlver Campus,Acap friend & also my jr at UiTM Merbok, & my new friend Che Nin a.k.a Syikin,ex-practical student at Pejabat MARA Kerian,Happy Birthday to you 3,May Allah Bless You,aamiin & All da best in study,live,future in shaa Allah :)

5.Actually, we (me & the rest) juz finished our last program at Hotel Taiping Perdana,Seminar Kewangan Islam Anjuran bersama MARA Kerian&Larut Matang/Selama & dgn kerjasama Bank Muamalat & Majlis Agama Islam & Adat Melayu Perak... (brapa byk "&" lahhhhh). the program start at the morning till evening at 4.30,with the crowd almost 200people (students,entrepreneurs etc)

6. Lovely & Sporting panel we have that make the program live,for 1st panel from MAIAMP Ustaz Mohd Latif Talib with his speech about Zakat,then to our "star" of event, Ustaz Mohd Hafiz Hj Fauzi from Bank Mualamat,Riba: Jalan Pintas ke Neraka,Ustaz Zaharuddin Alias from Biz Banking Division of Bank Muamalat HQ,& En Noor Syukri Branch Manager of Bank Mualamat PB talking about Islamic Banking Products.

7. I dont have pics with me now,but in shaa Alla i will get by tomorrow from my fren Ila at office tomorrow :)

That's it,until then...
I see you,when i see you =P

wassalam.

Sincerely
Dr. M.Z.Syafiq C.M. wannabe <3 Ngeeeee berangan sat :D